I'm taking
another photo class and this assignment was to record your identity through three images: reality, representation and fantasy. This is my identity--at least right now!
The
reality is that I love doing many things and love being in the outdoors. I felt a little foolish taking this photo with 3 feet of snow and temperatures hovering in the single numbers in Vermont.
Since I have a Slavic heritage and a Catholic background, I focused on these in my representational image. If you have read my blog on Scannography, you know how much I am enamored with the images that result from the process. I therefore, did a scannography of family things: my grandmother Buchta's babushka, my dad's St. Christopher medal, a St. Anthony medal and relic that my dad had given me when I traveled alone to New Zealand. (St. Anthony is the patron saint of lost things). I added a Russian nesting doll and a nodding babushka doll that I bought when I traveled in Slovakia.
My fantasy image is very personal and a lot more revealing of my life. In it I am able to visit the past.
I can be with my husband Bob again and feel what it was like to have a family together. I can pet my former grand-dogs who have both recently died. I can hug my dad and my Grandmother Buchta once more. I can experience my three sons as children. I can once again see my mother's spunk.
The past is in black and white while I am in color.